You know recently, I realize I was bit of an asshole to certain people growing up. Particularly to whom I owe a very tremendous apology. It took me long enough to realize I was just grasping onto crumbling dead memories, and broken dreams, and for refusing to let go, I am truly sorry.

And , sorry I haven't been the greatest friend these last few years. You shouldn't have had to put up with it, and I thank you for sticking around, it means a lot to me.

And , Its taken me a while to sort the shit in my head and the events of the last few months out, but I never intended not to tell you or to your face. Hell anything you three can throw at me, I'll accept gracefully

Anyway, just wanted to get that out of the way. You know growing up may have been hard, and painful, but I wouldn't trade ANY of those memories for the world.